Uncontrolled Thoughts

Willing to touch mountains
My dreams never fulfilled
I wanted to be a great women
But always in vain
Deep rooted pains
Sizzling inside the little heart
Looking outside and longing him
My hopes, my dreams shattered
Lonely in this complicated world
Discrimination towards me
Where am I to escape all these?
I am so unwanted
Living within my own world
Bothers me a lot
For me I am really boring
I feel like crying
But nobody is there holding me
Sometimes I feel to leave
But thats not the life
Life, fullof happiness
Though I am optimistic
I could not see those roses
May be I am blind to myself
I could not please anyone
Nor did others to me
I am lost inside where
I dont know, dont know

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Struck somewhere in the middle
Listening the songs of the Beatles
Reminds me of going for mankind
Many things to cover up behind.

Lots of throns to walk on by
Without caring the difficulties
Guts to reach the summit thereby
Ability to see butterflies indeed.

Opportunities utilizing it utmost
Because lucky enough to be born
Stepping up my way down to earth
Craving something different almost.

Deeper the ocean, harder my thoughts
Taking easy the pain that comes
Fueling up the wrecked soul
That has broken into a huge ice.

Good memories gathered upon
Makes me boostened up everyday
Alarming the attack certainly
Still see the beacon of life..